| this weekend was pretty good we had are parent preview that went good i guess i got stuck with a solo i guess i didnt do as bad as lastyear lol but its still hard to be there i mean being around the girl i like knowing i dont have a shot with her but o well i guess i'll get over it sooner or later. i just dont no what to do it hurts you pray for a christian girl and then find one you like and she dont even no your there i guess this weekend has been good but i also miss red and anne and mom and somewhat jon to i miss haveing him there buging me and beeting on him and going over there and falling asleep and getting yelled at for it idk i guess someday everything will be fine i just have to hold on tell then |
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